When Mistress Ayn declares indefinite chastity – by slave boy After achieving my “two years in chastity” anniversary, i thought it prudent to reflect upon my experience as Mistress Ayn took charge of my orgasms.  She decided if i could orgasm, when i should orgasm, and how i should orgasm.  She also made it clear that i should be in chastity indefinite, so the pattern described next seems to be my life now, as Mistress Ayn’s chaste slaveboy. During my days of pre-chastity, i would masturbate to a powerful orgasm 3 times a week, that is 156 times in a year. But now …. In 2019, i was allowed: 8 “real” orgasms, 8 “ruined” orgasms, and one “forced” orgasm, a total of 17 [...]

With a heavy heart, I bring news of Michael’s (aka Ayn’s Toy and Wheelz) death. He was taken from us suddenly and the sun has seemed a little dimmer ever since. Michael touched the lives of so many in our community with his kind words, encouragement and humor. He was a joy and an inspiration to all that knew him. On May 2nd of this year, I put a collar on Michael’s neck, acknowledging his status of belonging.  It was not a commitment either of us took lightly.  He made Me proud in so many ways and I believe he would say it completed him.  In Me, and our community, he found a safe place – a place he said felt like home.  [...]

  Installment 31 – When a submissive is asked by his Mistress: “What do you think?” – by slaveboy. In the heat of an intense tease and denial session, Mistress Ayn asked me: “Do you want to cum, slaveboy?”  The obvious, immediate, physically induced, sexually frustrated answer is: “Yes, please, Mistress, please let me cum.”  Yet, deep down inside, at the core of my submissive nature, there is a desire for denial, to be kept from an orgasm by my dominant Mistress.  i crave to be stopped just short of an orgasm and ordered to be locked back into Her chastity cage. This moment caused me to reflect later – “should a submissive be asked what s/he thinks or wants?”  i am less [...]

Collaring a submissive is something I have always been resistant to, for several reasons.  I am a believer in long term relationships and I take commitment very seriously.  The act of collaring, to Me, is not a whim.  On the contrary it is much like a marriage.  I become responsible for the sub and everything the sub does is now a reflection on Me.  That’s heavy stuff. The pandemic has been difficult in many ways but it has made Me reevaluate the things that are important to Me.  When times are difficult you learn who you can really depend on  and it became clear to Me that I have some spectacular subs.  Among those a few really stand out because of their long [...]

Installment # 30 – Mistress Ayn: The “Steven Spielberg of FemDom” As many know, Steven Spielberg is one of the world’s premier movie directors.  My observations of, and experiences with, Mistress Ayn convince me that Mistress Ayn is the “Steven Spielberg of FemDom.” Session after session, weekend after weekend, Mistress Ayn orchestrates as a skilled director established Mistresses and Goddesses, as well as newcomer Mistresses, switches and slaves.  Actors accept Her direction, follow Her lead, and gracefully fit into their roles as participants in Mistress Ayn’s production.  She seems to know how to get the most out of each actor, when to move aside and allow a seasoned Mistress to take charge, or when to step in with guidance or inspiration for other [...]

People often ask My advice regarding which chastity device they should buy. In this video I go over the highlights of the Holy Trainer which I think is a good “off the shelf” option.  I over its good points and drawbacks so you can make an informed decision.  At a price of around $170 (yes, there has been inflation) it’s a good option for someone wanting something better than the cheap plastic knockoffs and less expensive than a custom made device. ***************** The website for the Holy Trainer is here: https://www.holytrainer.com/male-chas… ​ Watch the full video on YouTube or on My Fan Site. Review of the Holy Trainer chastity device The Ultimate Male Chastity Key Holding Experience

We managed to pull off another safe yet fantastic weekend at FemDom Mansion in Atlanta.  The guest list was shorter than usual but the event was long on FemDom fun.  It also provided some great opportunities for My slaveboy’s continued training on his 8th visit. As a special “surprise” we had Goddess B fly in from DC.  When she arrived on Saturday, slaveboy was completely shocked.  He had been trying to guess what the surprise would be and when he saw her walk in, the look on his face was priceless.  All the ladies had a much needed weekend of pampering and fun.  It was definitely a win win weekend. As is tradition, slaveboy has written his top 15 experiences (upped from 13) [...]

The outpouring of support to help Atlanta Dungeon stay afloat during the pandemic has been amazing and I want to thank all of you that donated.  Many of you were quite generous.  The average donation via Fundly was over $200 and several of you gave in excess of $1000.  You will not be forgotten. I am pleased to say that not only was the goal met, it was surpassed.   This means the space we all love will continue to be there for us.  Sessions have started to pick up as well so, unless another shoe drops, we should be out of the woods. I appreciate My local subs continuing to do in person sessions and I hope My traveling subs will be able [...]

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Installment # 29 – by slaveboy 5:47 am.  i awoke to the startling feeling of someone firmly grabbing my cock and then realized it was Mistress Ayn’s cock, as She own it now, attempting to become erect within Her chastity cage.  i began to recount each of the eighteen tease-and-denial edging sessions Mistress Ayn ordered me to administer in just one week, none ending with a powerful and satisfying orgasm, Her cock became gripped even tighter by Her chastity cage.  It is then i realized that – You have me right where You want me. If it was more than eighteen months ago, or 1 ½ years, ago or 548 days ago, i would have gently stroked my cock.  Perhaps i would have [...]