Yesterday Mistress showed me a thread on Mumsnet where someone had been in a relationship with a guy for a year before he asked her to use 'toys' on him. She didn't feel comfortable with this and ultimately they split up. Which is fair enough, if she doesn't want to do something then she has every right to say no and equally he has every right to say he will never be truly happy unless he can share this side of himself with his partner.Part of the issue was that the woman was annoyed because he 'wasted' a year of her life before dropping this on her, which okay isn't ideal, especially if she's wanting to start a family and thinks she's found [...]

Back in December Mistress told me she wanted us to make a real effort to make sure we had our monthly Femdom sessions again, and sure enough we managed to go through the entire month of January without having one. However, since then things have improved immeasurably and we've now had three sessions in a row without deviation or hesitation. I can hardly believe it. Because when you look back at our 'session' history, we've only managed 39 sessions over the last nine years (an average of 3.9 per year) and the last three years have been particularly poor. Now there were genuine reasons for that, but happily they seem to be behind us and thank Satan for that!The other thing I can [...]

Over the last few days my back improved to the point where Mistress was able to administer my outstanding 'punishments'. On Wednesday night she gave me seven swats with the paddle (4 on the soft side, 3 on the hard side) for briefly touching my cock while I was half asleep. It wasn't really harsh enough to deter me, but then since I was half asleep I don't think it would matter how hard she punished me because I didn't realise I was doing it and as soon as I did I stopped. Then last night Mistress punished me for my accidental ruin the other day. This time she gave me four swats with the paddle on each side and then three hits with [...]

It's been a couple of years since I've done any 'end of year' graphs, largely because the last couple of years haven't been the best for us. But with our Femdom sessions back on track now I thought I would make the effort this year, and hopefully we'll see some good results come next March.So we start with the most important graph of all, and that is of course Mistress R's orgasms. We started the year poorly and a month and a half of decorating hell definitely took its toll on both of us, without that I think we would have got Mistress over the magic 100, let's hope this year we make it.This graph is a bit misleading, because while it's true [...]

Another fun day yesterday... at last it was Friday and the week was nearly at an end. But then Mistress told me last night that clocks go forward this weekend so we lose an hour of sleep. Bah! Like we had any sleep anyway.So my chaotic story writing life continues. I now have two stories 90pc complete... one really good idea that's sort of 25pc complete and another brand new story that's 98pc complete!This  latest one came to me yesterday as I was driving around and I ended up stopping and dictating it into my phone for about 20 minutes. Of course the phone wrote absolute gibberish but I manage to decipher it when I got home. Good job I did it the [...]