What could I possibly mean by 'the worst' kind of ruined orgasm, do you think?Well, if you're imagining the kind where you're given 'permission' to cum and then stimulation is withdrawn at the very last second, leaving you helplessly watching as you leak a steady pool of cum down the side of your poor, aching, desperate cock... then no, that's absolutely NOT what I'm talking about here. Perversely I really like that kind of ruin... partly, of course, because I love feeling helpless, submissive and deliciously frustrated and partly because it's 'intentional'; it's what Mistress wanted to happen, it was a conscious decision on her part.The kind of ruin I'm talking about is when you're being teased end edged and even though your Mistress [...]

Well it seems that I jumped the gun a little posting yesterday, since as soon as that went up Mistress and I had some more pre-dinner fun. I must say that since last weekends amazing Femdom Session I have been feeling so much more positive about things and resisting the temptation to touch my cock seems to be paying dividends.Though I did wear my Oxballs Cocksling yesterday, which helps, I was so hard.. it felt amazing, and Mistress was clearly enjoying teasing me. With my balls held tight in the sling it felt so good when she licked and sucked them. Mmmmmmmmmmm!Once she got me to the edge she kissed me while scratching my cock with her (very long, real) nails. That was [...]

It's been almost a week since our first 'Femdom Session' in a very long time, and so far so good. As per Mistress's instructions I have not touched my cock, balls or ass at all, even though at times I wanted to and even though at times I almost did it without thinking Eek! Oddly enough, one morning I had a little lie in as I had to go somewhere on the way to work and as I lay in bed (Mistress was already up and working in an adjoining room) I fantasized about (for some reason) ringing* Mistress to ask permission to touch my cock. *If anyone under 30 is reading this, ringing someone is where you dial a number and actually speak [...]

Long term readers will know that over the years Mistress and I have indulged in regular Femdom sessions which I often described in great detail here on this blog. This started way back in the 90s, then stopped altogether for several years before restarting in the 2000s, and since then we've had consistent years and inconsistent years... sometimes making it as high as 9 in a year, sometimes as low as 1.Last year we managed just one, way back in March... but a few weeks ago, just before Christmas actually I think, Mistress and I were talking about our 'lifestyle' and our chastity contract and how we could improve it. In fact we were supposed to have a talk about this and then [...]

Happy New Year to all my readers.... I appreciate it's a bit late to be saying that, but I haven't posted since Christmas Day so ... Happy New Year! :) Nothing much to report I'm afriad, but I'm happy to say that my story 'Gareth's Obsession' is still climbing and is now my 5th highest* rated story on Literotica! Good to know I haven't lost my touch... unfortunately no progress on my other stories lately, I've been busy writing posts for another (vanilla) blog that I write.*Well, at least amongst the stories that were written as Robert Anthony, I changed my user name in 2011).Plus I haven't been feeling that great lately, I think I caught a bit of a cold from my mother, [...]

Merry Christmas to everyone who reads the blog, I hope you all have (or had) a grand day and you are feeling as great as I am.Those of you who read the blog on a laptop rather than a phone might have noticed a rather curious stat on the 'Most Recent Orgasm' panel (top right of the page). It currently reads 24th of December for Mistress R's last orgasm, but also for my last orgasm and my last ruin. Now that doesn't seem right does it?But it is! Because after Mistress came on my tongue last night, she teased me first to a ruin and then to a full blown orgasm. And it was A M A Z I N G !I was [...]

You may remember the post I wrote a couple of weeks ago where I said that I woke up in the middle of the night feeling very horny... well last week that happened again. We had been out til late visiting relatives in the town where we both grew up. Since I don't drink and they have children it's generally always been the case that we go there, which isn't a problem but obviously by the time we drive home it usually means a late night.I think we left their house about 1:15-1:30AM and so by the time we got home and sorted it was getting on for 2AM. Even though I had gone past being tired, I really wanted to go to [...]