I guess I first knew I was submissive on September 29, 1972 was following a football game against Brea High School, in the cool night air, I finally lost my virginity. She was my first real girlfriend. After the football game, she took me by the hand and led me behind the gym at school where she took a seat on some steps. She did not speak a word. All she did was raise her skirt and pull my head underneath. For some reason I instantly knew what she expected of me. I did everything she directed me from there on even though I was full of fear and very uncertain of everything I did. I lost my oral virginity and found I [...]

I was so nervous as I shook emptied the plastic bag containing the cut up pieces of my driver lincence into men's room trash container.  I had sprent almost fifteen minutes sitting in the stall cutting my last remaining piece of my indentity into smaller and smaller parts. The bag would go into another trash can and the sissor, a very pair, I would leave near the sink.  I knew someone would take them and they would be lost forever.  A shared desire. I thought  i had needed licence to buy my ticket.  No one asked who I was. I just gave my money. I entered the bus before the driver and sat at a window seat towards the rear, driver side, but [...]