@lara-m I want to thank you for your help in accepting that I am too submissive to use my cock. And I feel best with it pressed into a small cage 24/7 so I myself can feel how often I am excited, along with throwing away all my underwear and instead buying small thongs and having to start every day by flushing my behind before I choose a plug to wear at work. And the feeling of having to come to work first so I am alone in the locker room to hide what a sissy I am with panties that reveal the cage and thongs that do not hide the foot of the butt plug while I change. And every Friday I shave my whole body and make myself extra nice with fishnet stockings and some feminine top so I have nice underwear after work on our aw in case some Mistress wants to use me. But so far only girls who want a man have shown interest. And the closest I have ever been is with two different girls. One wanted to feel the outside of my pants and the other asked if I could show her a toilet and I’m so glad I dared. It was amazing to be so left out and see her smile and hear how cute I was in panties. But so far every evening has ended with me going home alone and really horny and choosing one of my toys and pressing the suction cup on the toilet lid to practice on.