May I continue sucking cocks of real men? May I continue pleasuring women? May I look more appealing and understand whats needed of me. I want men loosing control on me. I want women wetting themselves 'cause of me. I'm pathetic, effeminate, unmanly and I have inadequate packaging.  I'm on the fence, wasteful and ignorant of others. I'm immature and easily amused. I know it will be a lot of work, I'm not ready... My financial commitment will be minimal s my income is 110% in use.  I have more time, and can be used financially (10% of the work week).