I am a very submissive 28 year old boy who needs discipline, encouragement, perhaps harsh scolding/punishment at times. My life is a wreck. I'm a college drop out who declined three perfectly good jobs, and missed out on other opportunities because my ego got to me in the interview. I am nearly bankrupt due to being without a job for so long due to the cost of living and trying to start my own venture. I do and still have knack for two things: finance and film. They feed off each other. The latter passion enabled me to quadruple my money in one year. Sure enough, my ego got to me after that; thinking I couldn't lose, I stupidly let my discipline suffer and got sucked [...]