Over the past few years, Mistress and I have gravitated towards early evening 'encounters'... primarily because we found that if you always wait until you are going to bed (to sleep) then there's a greater chance of being too tired or whatever. But the thing with this arrangement is that more often than not Mistress keeps her bra on because she knows she is getting up and dressed again (or maybe she just does it to cruelly deny me the sight of her gorgeous breasts...) either way, at bedtime Mistress will take her bra off because she knows she won't be getting up again and she'll be going to sleep after.So it was on Wednesday night, I was treated to the beautiful sight [...]

Since Christmas and particularly New Year my sleep has been a bit hit and miss, as such I'm finding it hard to get up in the morning and hard to get to sleep at night, which also means I'm tired a lot! Hopefully as January continues it's merry journey towards February this will sort itself out, but in the meantime it's a pain in the butt!Last night Mistress and I went to bed fairly early, both feeling quite tired, but Mistress decided she wanted to tease my cock before we went to sleep. Despite being sleepy my cock was very receptive and I enjoyed some wonderful stroking, though it took some considerable effort on Mistress's part to get me to the edge. She [...]

Before I start this post, I'd just like to say it's good to see that Good Hubby is posting again, head over to his blog if you have a penchant for hardcore ball abuse, humbling, mallets and needle play... definitely not something I would indulge in, but interesting all the same!So our last session was on the 29th of September, not sure what happened in October and November but we're here now and that's the main thing. Even more disturbing is that that post is still on the front page of my blog... indeed I have only posted four times since then and one of those was that fucking weird Dir En Grey video!Hmm... it's a wonder I still have any readers left [...]

It's been a long time coming, but finally Mistress R hit the magic number this afternoon. When I started this blog 8.5 years ago, I didn't know how long it would last, but I decided to be optimistic and leave room to count Mistress and I's orgasms in the 'thousands'. Of course, for me that's a very long shot... even if we ignore the fact that in recent times my orgasms have dwindled to much less than one a month and take the 8.5year average, it would still take me another 60 years to get there, and I don't think I got another 60 years in me somehow! But never mind that, the important thing is that Mistress got to her 1000th orgasm since [...]

It's not very often you get to see something that makes you go... 'Wow!', but this video from Japanese band 'Dir En Grey' certainly did exactly that. There are two versions of this video, this one and a rather rubbish 'edited' version that completely removes the amazing and very weird bit from '2:56 - 3:30'. I'm not going to pretend this music is easy to listen to or is going to be everyone's cup of tea, but this video inspired me to investigate the album and I must have watched it 7 or 8 times now.... I Really Like this Video...

The legislation designed to 'age check' people accessing porn sites in the UK has been quietly dropped. While I'm sure some people will be unhappy about this as it was designed to protect young children in particular from accessing porn, it seems the Government has come to realise that the whole idea is fraught with insurmountable problems. Not least of which is the simple fact that it would take about five minutes for all the carefully constructed safeguards to be circumvented, and knowing that in advance it would have been a complete joke to go ahead with the proposals.I do agree that children should not be able to access porn, but a program I watched not so long ago seemed to suggest that [...]

Anonymous wrote: Oh yeah it was really awesome... You idiot, you've conditioned yourself into a completely screwed up mindset/relationship. Yes your wife/partner puts up with it because it makes you happy, no doubt tells you she likes it. But you really think she wouldn't prefer something more normal? Just a loving relationship without all the props and you acting like a simpering puppy. DO you think she really respects you? Why the fuck this person is reading my blog I have no idea. This really pisses me off because this is something that I have worried about time and again over the years, and time and again Mistress has assured me that she does NOT want to go back to a 'normal' relationship.And yes Anonymous, [...]

Last night, as often happens, I went to bed before Mistress R. That was about 12:45AM I guess, and I went to sleep pretty quickly. About an hour (?) later, Mistress came to bed and there followed some very hot teasing, this culminated in Mistress turning over and pressing her ass hard against my throbbing cock as I held her. I woke up about another hour later and realised we were still spooning, this doesn't happen very often but I love it when it does.The rain here was very loud this morning and woke me up earlier than I would have liked, and after half an hour trying to get back to sleep I finally gave in and got out of bed. Mistress [...]

Well, hey... it's been too long since my last post - but honestly I feel very uninspired to write at the moment. Hopefully this will change before long... things are progressing much as they have for a while, nothing out of the ordinary to report really, although Mistress has definitely been slapping my balls harder lately; sometimes it hurts and sometimes it just makes my cock throb even harder, but either way I really like it... :)The other day she brought me to the edge by teasing me about how she owns my balls and how she can punish them whenever she wants, and the thing that really pushed me to (and almost over) the edge was when she looked down at me, [...]

Things have been a little wearing of late, the constant warm weather is tiring and tiresome, and nothing seems to have been going all that well... so last night was a much needed shot in the arm for both Mistress and I and has made us both feel a lot better and more positive and even the weather seems like it might be on the turn at last! :)So last night Mistress told me she was going to give me some teasing, and to be honest as I was getting out of the shower I was on the verge of suggesting we waited until tomorrow, but I could already hear Mistress in her dressing room and decided to let things happen and hoped [...]