I've known since long ago I'm not male, that I have never been comfortable with labels or gender defined socializing. Don't get me wrong, I'll never aspire to be fully women either. I want to socialize, but can not be what is expected of a real man or woman, or submissive like a good slut or doggy, or dominant like a great Master/Mistress/Teacher.  I have enjoyed being spanked harder than some, but I don't see myself as a pain-slut. I want to be used, I want to be acknowledged, I want to play, and I want to learn, and I want to help others become more than what they are now. I hope to have rewards like the above picture.  I luv big [...]