Governess Lexi adds torments

Well on Wednesday evening’s visit, bitch-boy endured three and a half hours of sensory deprivation bondage while I ‘played’ with my girlfriend lover,and then we freed him and Governess Lexi wanted to give bitch-boy a mouth soaping. He hated that; gagging and retching his way through the ordeal as Governess Lexi wiped the soap coated flannel over his tongue and in his mouth. Then she held up a glass of liquid and asked him if he would like to rinse out his mouth. He guessed what was in the glass and declined. Governess Lexi made him rinse with the liquid anyway! Twice! She is so cruel. You can guess what the liquid was. Governess Lexi also came up with another default curtseying rule. [...]

Nine orgsasms and cuckolding

Sunday was a bit of a record setting day. I enjoyed 9 huge orgasms. 3 from bitch-boy’s well trained tongue and 6 from my lovely Magic Wand vibrator. Orgasm number 6 was the biggest orgasm I have ever had in my life! Why so much sexual pleasure? – I think, partly because of Mistress Justine’s visit and partly because cuckolding overnight is now a norm, I have lost any last tiny vestiges of fettering limits resulting from guilt or concern over my deviance from social norms. I feel utterly liberated and free to behave just how I want. As hedonistically and ruthlessly as I desire. bitch-boy suffered over an hour of me playing with his boy’s bits on the sofa. He did food [...]

Serious fear and helplessness creates the contentment

Given the comments I received on my last blog post, particularly from DarkHorseSub which were very helpful, I will make sure that anything I submit as a comment but which I wish to share with the world, I will also make a blog post. Below is the first. I was asked to point a sub’s wife to some useful Femdom advice literature on a specific topic. I responded. I am afraid I know of no written works which appropriately and accurately set out the needs of the deeply sexually submissive. Were I to have a conversation with your wife, I would say this. ‘If you love your submissive and you wish to be kind to your submissive and have him/her sleep the most [...]

I let my husband ejaculate into my mouth

Yes, it's true. I let him cum in my mouth. Not even a self-imposed punishment or anything.This is how it happened.It was Friday night. We met after work at a symphony concert. First of the season for us. Great program! Bach Toccata and Fugue for orchestra (Stowkowski Fantasia edition), Brahms double concerto featuring the TSO's two principals, and Beethoven's fifth after the break. We were both dressed for business. I was wearing high heels, woolen slacks, a white blouse with a ridged pattern in white, and a red jacket. He was looking handsome in a sports coat. It was the intermission and he had bought us a Haagen-Dazs ice cream bar to share. Very spontaneously, as I was sucking on our ice cream [...]

Types of Sadism?

Before getting to the meat of this post, I have a question to my blog followers. I often post a view of mine in a comment in response to a comment I have received on my blog. Sometimes a view I would really like to share with all my blog followers. However, the number who follow my comments is less than 50% of the number who follow my blog posts. So, am I right that followers of my blog who do not follow my comments, do not see the comments I write? [There must have been a less complicated and more elegant way of writing the above!] Below is something I would like to share with my blog followers that I was going [...]

Open Your Mouth, You Little Slut

#Service4Pearl: Candidates And Tea Interviews

Outside of a few “oh dear god!” offers, and a few people who were on slightly the wrong page (looking for naked service more so than obedient service) but were not bad for wanting something different, three people who responded to my ad have stuck around enough to consider them as possibles. I’ll be explicit about my expectations, I am looking for a unicorn scenario- a man or woman I can be friends with who wants as close as exactly what I want without requiring much in the way of compromise, but is also not looking for an intimate relationship. Needless to say there wasn’t much in the way of female identified interest to my ad, but that’s okay. I am happy to look [...]

Enjoy Your Sexual Experience

Enjoy Your Sexual Experience This is my new favourite thing on the internet: So many sexual experiences are clouded by shame.  Shame affects us all, even when we least expect it. I have always been lucky in that the majority of my sexual experiences have been empowering. I feel very little shame when it comes to sex, or whom I am attracted to. It always shocks me when people say, “I can talk to you about this but I would never tell anyone else.” When I ask why, it is usually something along the lines of being judged by others. I understand that not everyone was raised in a sexually empowered environment like I was. That not everyone talks as [...]

First Orgasm

Let me tell you about coming for the first time. Not for the first, first way back when I was twelve and my sexuality meant breaking the law, sneaking online BDSM comics I wasn’t allowed to have, and discovering my precocious side with the same hopefulness I stuffed my training bra with. I mean coming for the first time with him, with another person bringing my body there. It was new, and beautiful and vulnerable, over in an instant as I rock on the hard muscle of his thigh and my clit brushes the buzzing hitachi. The whole thing was unexpected- he decided to make me happy and I’d done this before, humping his leg with me on top, ever the aggressor in our relationship, and [...]

Understanding A Cruel Lady – Cover Preview and Launch Day

Guess what’s coming! The art is in, and it’s as lovely as I expected. Now all that’s left before launch of book 2 in The Pet Gentleman series is final edits and cover text layout. For those of you who gave your feedback on the cover art samples you can see I took your opinion into consideration. With winter in the setting, I feel like a launch date of the 1st of November, 2015 gives you a chance to grab it when it’s more seasonal feeling. Wondering what’s in the pages of the new book? With Phillip broken to a life as a pet and sex slave, Annette feels confident taking him out into the world at large Nobody suspects that her well trained [...]