For The LOVE of PENIS Gay & Bisexual Encouragement Mesmerizing Enhanced Erotic Audio Faggot Training
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From: Lara M
Category: Sissy Training
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Added on: June 2, 2024
I give up. There is no way I can make it through this file without climaxing in a weak, pathetic sissy cum-dribble, in just minutes.
“Such an impressionable age when you first sucked a cock…” If she only knew! Whether I enabled or desired the circumstances that conditioned and enslaved me to a life of serving cock and men, I honestly do not know, perhaps. However, in spite of my very early introduction in to forced faggotry, I have always, always held on to the inner core belief that although not completely 100% straight, at best I was bisexual, no matter the number of cocks, men, or lingerie, panty wearing. I maintained and constantly fostered, the belief that certainly I was straight deep down and all these homo, thoughts, urges and actual gay sex were not by my choosing at all, so they certainly do not apply to me, right? This was how I slept at night. That worked, for years, until you listen to a file like this….
I still, to this day and above all else, desperately want to hold on to the belief that I am bisexual, that even on the full sexual orientation spectrum, that I may indeed lean heaviest to the faggot side of the dial, but never the less there is a small underlying, weak, barely existent attraction to women and some barely detectable hetero desires somewhere still in there too. And by saying this to oneself repeatedly, like a hetero-mantra, I was able to, somewhat, sleep at night and peacefully dream about thick, long, meaty rock hard cocks and sucking them completely dry all night long.
And then like a powerful shard of kryptonite, a file like this comes along and actual reality can no longer be shrouded and covered up by my layers upon layers of internalized self deception. With startling simplicity and ease the Real Truth emerges in brilliant clarity and the false pretenses and falsely constructed internal beliefs, that allowed oneself to believe in an absolute lie evaporate. The real truth become so evident that one must face the hard actual truth…. and experience a deep resonating orgasm, that leaves you, exhausted, depleted and trembling all over as you cum realizing that you are a faggot, you have always been a faggot, and you will always be a faggot.
Now there is nothing that turns you on more, nothing. No, not even cock, not even your deepest reliable fantasies, or even the very real recollections of past sexual events that have always caused the most powerfully intense orgasms, can now come close to triggering you to becoming the obedient cu, loving cock slut to alpha men that you were so rightly and correctly trained to be.
The choice has been made – I am a faggot for life. Period. Hard Stop.