Last night my beautiful Mistress finally granted me a full orgasm, bringing an end to 111 days of waiting. I always find those bigger numbers hard to put into perspective, so to better explain my previous ‘full’ orgasm was on the 30th of July. Which seems a hell of a long time ago to me!

Not only that but Mistress allowed me to worship her gorgeous ass while she was stroking me and slapping my balls, which made it all even better. Long term readers will know how much I adore worshipping Mistress R’s ass, and it made it a lot easier for me to stay hard than has often been the case recently.

The last few weeks have been a bit troublesome on that front, which I’m sure is at least 80% mental (I do suffer from nerve damage which can cause a loss of feeling when I am tired/run down/depressed…) and will hopefully abate now that I have decided to take action to curb my weight gain.

Why do I always decide to lose weight right before Christmas? No idea. But I’m actually looking forward to four weeks of eating super healthily before Christmas, and hopefully after that I can make some real headway.

If you’re still coming to this blog, thanks for sticking around. I know it’s been a bit flat, this year has been difficult all round, but hopefully things are getting better now. I’m sure if I can lose some weight (well a lot of weight) and get some energy back instead of just ‘existing’ day to day then maybe eventually things will right themselves and I will have more to write about.

As for the orgasm control, well some of you might be thinking I would be a little disappointed that I came so close to setting a new record (currently 135 days). Well, in all honesty, I’m not. Contrary to what others may have written I personally don’t experience ever increasing levels of desperation and horniness – maybe that’s because I’m not caged, maybe it’s because I’m older… but while there is an increase from 0 for sure, after about a couple of months it doesn’t seem to change that much, other than maybe it’s harder to hold back once I get to the edge (hence a very recent accidental ruin).

One thing that hasn’t changed is the absolute joy of worshipping Mistress R’s delicious pussy and making her cum, and we’ve far surpassed the 10:1 ratio I originally imagined way back when we started. Granted it’s going to take a long time to get to that overall, but for example currently, with me having literally cum yesterday we are standing at 22:1 for this chastity year. It’s nearly 10:1 even if you include the ruined orgasms too!

All in all I feel quite positive that things are going to improve and maybe one day we will get to the point where we re-introduce more Femdom into our relationship.

111 And Out!