Closer to Being Cucked

So as you all know, pup and I have been trying to find bulls in order for me to properly cuck him. This has proven to be more difficult than we first imagined for a number of reasons. The main reason is that it is difficult to find someone who is real, serious, experienced, and into kink and cucking. We have had many responses, but most were from guys who just wanted to get laid, or ones that were interested but not experienced. While there is certainly nothing wrong with being inexperienced (everyone’s got to start somewhere) I really feel like our first time should be with someone who has been around the block and knows the ropes.

That being said, we were able to narrow the field down to 4 great candidates that all have experience and would be perfect. I believe I have shared with all of you my desire for a “bullpen”. Just in case I haven’t I’ll explain briefly. I assume you are all familiar with what a bullpen is in the baseball world (if not, google it!). The basic concept is that there is always 4-5 pitchers on standby waiting to be needed should the one that is currently ‘in’ not be able to perform. This is what I want. A cadre of bulls ready to perform when I need one.

The reason for a bullpen is twofold. First, not everyone is readily available. Conflicting schedules should in no way rule out an otherwise perfectly suitable bull. However, if I am in need of sexual relief, there is a better chance of getting that if I have several bulls to choose from. The second reason is simply that I feel it will give pup reassurance. One of his biggest fears in this part of the game is that I will be attracted to the bulls emotionally and not just physically. If I were to limit myself to one bull, pup would be more worried. If there are multiple, he needn’t worry that I am falling for any of them romantically.

So, about the 4. The first one is the same that we have referred to many times in the past. Michael is a beautiful, fit BBC who has a lot of experience in cucking. I am really into him, and he has been patient in waiting for us to be ready to ‘take the plunge’. Unfortunately we have had a difficult time synching schedules, so alas we have not had a chance to get together yet. The second is a gorgeous man we’ll call “Jared”. He is a big guy with a lot of muscles (yum). My pup and I met him for drinks a few weeks ago, and J and I ended the night with a kiss. This was the first time I have kissed any man other than my pup in 15 years. It was a big deal, and a great kiss. J is a great candidate, but he lives out of town. So far we haven’t been able to find a time when he was in town to meet again, but I am sure we’ll make it happen soon!

The third candidate is “B”- a very handsome, blue eyed dream with a gorgeous cock. I haven’t had a chance to meet B yet, so not much to report except that he has experience and is a big fan of the blog. The fourth is who this already very long blog post is about. He is another BBC, and he looks a little like Tiger Woods. Tiger’s cock is huge (9 x 6.5) and just gorgeous. He is a personal trainer, and he has a great body.

Last week, pup and I met Tiger for drinks at our favorite local spot to meet ‘lifestyle’ friends. Tiger wasted no time diving into his role as bull. He started off with his hands… We all talked for a few minutes getting to know each other and the whole time Tiger was rubbing my leg, which he had pulled onto his lap almost immediately after sitting down. When pup got up to order us all another round, Tiger and I shared our first kiss. It was a deep, slow kiss and there was a lot of heat in it. It was such a good first kiss that neither of us wanted to pull away when pup returned with the drinks.

The rest of the evening turned into a giant tease fest for all three of us. Tiger and I frankly could not keep our hands off each other. We sat in a round booth, so we could be at one end and my pup could be on the side… close enough that I could touch him but far enough away to see ‘the show’. Tiger has  amazing, strong hands and used them quite adeptly to rub my calves. He then worked his way up my thigh, and eventually he was rubbing my pussy outside of the g-string I was wearing. All during the ‘massage’ he was giving me, we alternated between deep, passionate kissing; licking and sucking each other’s neck and ears; and touching each other through the clothing pretty much everywhere we could get our hands on. His cock was semi hard through all of it, and it was so good to feel a real cock under jeans when I rubbed him.

By the end of the evening, Tiger had me in the corner of the bar, legs spread wide so pup could see, and his fingers deep inside me. His fingers were making my pussy feel so good, and I was so wet from feeling them. I can’t remember the last time I was so turned on, I literally was aching to fuck him, and pup found the experience hot enough, he was willing to let me.

Unfortunately, I am a fan of the slow tease. This means that I cannot fuck a bull on the first ‘date’. This was disappointing for that night, but won’t be in the long run. As I explained to my pup, it’s not enough for him to want me to fuck a bull in the heat of the moment. I want him to want it always. I want him to fantasize about it. I want him to want it so badly that he wakes up every morning hoping today he will get to see my pussy satisfied by a real cock. I want him to beg me for it. One does not accomplish this sort of desperation by simply fucking out of sheer horniness. This sort of thing requires commitment, and restraint.

Thankfully, Tiger is on board with the slow tease, and is more than willing to wait. So, at the end of the evening I walked Tiger to his car. My pup obediently waited by our car, where he could see us, but could not hear us. I was too horny to let Tiger go without at least feeling his huge cock in my hand, so I wasted no time when we got to his car. He kissed me deeply and I plunged my hand into his pants. He was semi-hard, and already it was huge. We continued making out, and I stroked his cock. It was amazing to feel him get hard in my hand. It is by far the biggest cock I have ever touched, and it drove me nuts knowing that it could be mine. I was mad with lust thinking of how full my pussy would be with his manhood plunging deep into it. My pussy was dripping wet just thinking about it.

While I was working on his 9 inches, he was making short work of my top. He had pulled it down and exposed one of my breasts, sucking on and licking on it. Now, I have very sensitive breasts and it makes me so hot to have them sucked. My pussy was almost dripping wet from this, and not to let a good opportunity go to waste, Tiger again plunged his fingers deep inside me.

It was at about this time I almost made him cum with my stroking… Unfortunately, I say almost because he stopped me before I could. This was a bit of a disappointment, but in retrospect I think I’d rather do it when I can actually see it happen. It’s more fun to watch the fruits of your labor, don’t you think? Though, I must admit, it would have been hot.

Tiger then proceeded to take my other tit out of my top. I am normally a very reserved person in real life so to think that I was standing in a parking lot (not poorly lit, either) with both of my breasts exposed is crazy to me, but I was. At that point Tiger turned me around to face my pup so he could see. I am not sure how much pup saw, but I didn’t really care at that point. Once turned around, with my back to him Tiger hiked up my skirt so my ass was exposed and fingered my pussy from behind.
While I was certainly in no hurry to leave this amazing experience, it was at that time that the bar closed, and all the patrons began filing out. No longer ‘alone’, we unfortunately had to say goodnight.
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To say I was turned on by all of this doesn’t begin to describe it. I have been trying to figure out how to convey the level of horniness I achieved that evening, and I don’t know if I can. All of my senses were heightened. Every nerve ending on my body was on maximum overdrive. My skin tingled- actually tingled with excitement. My legs quivered with anticipation of what it will feel like to fuck him. My lips moistened at the thought of his lips on them. And my pussy…. my pussy was aching for his cock to be inside it. When he would take his fingers out, I could literally feel the disappointment in every inch of me. I was so turned on, I was dripping. This is not a metaphor. When I got home, my panties were soaking wet.

There was no way after all of that I could have gone another second without cumming. I was like a dog in heat, and I needed to have an orgasm so immediately I thought I was going to explode. Even on the drive home, I couldn’t stop from rubbing my clit just to take the edge off. As soon as we got home, I ordered my pup to the bedroom. I could not get my panties (dripping wet panties) off fast enough, and pu could not get his fingers in me fast enough to soothe my need. Once he did, it took about 2 seconds for me to cum, and cum I did. I came so hard, it squirted out of me. pup’s hand was coated in my cum, all the way to the wrist. I then had pup put on the hollow strap on and fuck me over and over. I was insatiable. Even after 6 orgasms, the edge was barely off. I could not get enough sex… I was of course driving pup mad, talking the whole time about Tiger… What I did with him, how he felt, how his kisses tasted… I cannot wait to see him again.

Closer to Being Cucked