I guess I first knew I was submissive on September 29, 1972 was following a football game against Brea High School, in the cool night air, I finally lost my virginity. She was my first real girlfriend. After the football game, she took me by the hand and led me behind the gym at school where she took a seat on some steps. She did not speak a word. All she did was raise her skirt and pull my head underneath. For some reason I instantly knew what she expected of me. I did everything she directed me from there on even though I was full of fear and very uncertain of everything I did. I lost my oral virginity and found I could pleasure women. Once she reached an orgasm from my oral efforts, she had me masturbate onto her stomach and then lick my own cum off her. Then she had me drive her home. I doubt I have ever known what the world considers a normal intimate relationship. All of my intimate relationships have always required an intense amount of stimulation from a sexually dominant woman before I could orgasm. I was proud and I was happy. After that night, I fully submitted to her many times until I dropped out of High School and joined the Navy in March of 1974. I am not sure this is normal but it is how it has always been. So maybe it is normal for me. This is what I mean by submissive in the bedroom.