Over the last few days my back improved to the point where Mistress was able to administer my outstanding ‘punishments’. On Wednesday night she gave me seven swats with the paddle (4 on the soft side, 3 on the hard side) for briefly touching my cock while I was half asleep. It wasn’t really harsh enough to deter me, but then since I was half asleep I don’t think it would matter how hard she punished me because I didn’t realise I was doing it and as soon as I did I stopped. 
Then last night Mistress punished me for my accidental ruin the other day. This time she gave me four swats with the paddle on each side and then three hits with the crop. The paddle wasn’t too bad, though the first one caught me by surprise a bit and so I got a bit jumpy. The crop is quite stingy though, I don’t know how hard Mistress actually hit me with it but it was quite painful and I can still feel it a bit the next morning.
It’s quite confusing to me because I don’t enjoy the pain of being punished, but I like being ‘punished’… like when she’s hitting my ass with the crop I’m not thinking ‘this is so hot’, I’m thinking ‘Oww! That stings!’… but I like the feeling of submissiveness and afterwards I enjoy feeling the slight soreness on my asscheeks for the next day or two and thinking back to it. 
Mistress decided that in future she would administer my punishments before I go down on her, which makes sense since it clearly helps gets her in the mood… and after I had been punished to her satisfaction she lay on the bed and I kissed her and thanked her for punishing me before moving down between her legs and worshipping her delicious pussy. 
After Mistress came she allowed me to worship her a little while longer before eventually pushing my head away and as she pulled herself more upright I moved down the bed to kiss her feet. After a while Mistress pulled her feet away and got off the bed and I stood up too, then moved round to my side of the bed and commenced my now familiar hover, waiting to hear her tell me if I am being ‘unlocked’ before I got back into bed.
If you didn’t read it, then in this post from the 13th March I detailed our discussion where we agreed that in future if she didn’t tell me I was being ‘unlocked’ then I was to presume that I wasn’t, the idea being that I didn’t want her to have to consciously tell me that I wasn’t getting teased until she got used to the idea.
The plan was a good one, or so I thought. Hearing nothing from Mistress I got into bed and presumably sensing my hesitation she immediately asked ‘Do you not want any teasing?’. I explained that I was waiting for her to tell me if I was being ‘unlocked’ and she said she had forgotten about that, and that anyway she thought I would know because she had put the lube on her bedside cabinet. I hadn’t noticed that to be honest, I guess here we see another way that a proper cage is ‘superior’ in that it cannot be ‘forgotten’ about. 
To be fair, me hesitating and waiting for her to tell me isn’t really ‘presuming’ that I’m not getting teased either, but on the other hand I was pretty sure Mistress was intending to tease me so I was confused why she wasn’t telling me so. It wouldn’t matter so much if I wasn’t putting a cock ring on as I have to stand up to put one on. So I guess in future unless she says anything I will just get into bed and if she does want to tease me I will get out of bed again. 
Anyway, I quickly put my old original Oxballs Cocksling on and Mistress soon had me very hard with her wonderful fingers. She teased me gently for a while as we kissed, while my cock throbbed and ached… (I love this kind of teasing sooooooooo much) and then she scooped a large dollop of lube into her palm and started stroking me hard.
Mindful of my recent punishment I was definitely more cautious about not getting quite so close to the edge – as much as I kind of enjoy being ‘punished’ it is not my intention to deliberately seek punishment and Mistress has already indicated that repeat offences will lead to harsher punishments. Given how lenient she has been so far I am not minded to give her a reason to increase the severity of future punishments and the whole point of this is for me to behave as expected not for her to need to keep punishing me over and over again. 
The Cocksling is weird in that it does seem to make the edge come suddenly and there is a risk of continued stimulation (from the Cocksling itself, it’s designed to feel like your cock and balls are being squeezed by a hand) pushing you over the edge… so I need to find the point where I’m approaching the edge but not exactly riding it, because even if Mistress lets go immediately I need to be able to withstand the added pressure from the Cocksling.
Speaking of the cocksling, I mentioned that the new one I bought didn’t seem quite as good (in some circumstances), so I ordered another two different versions yesterday; one is supposedly based on the original version but has more ventilation so it can be worn for longer more comfortably and the other has a wider base section to it which means it’s more of a Cocksling and ballstretcher in one. I’m interested to see how these two perform, and since the only way to know is to try them several times I decided to just go for it.
In other news, I haven’t really made any progress with my stories this week, I haven’t felt like writing at all… and in addition to that I thought of a new story, which I’ve been making notes for and which is distracting me from finishing the other four! 
Oh and ‘Danni and Mike: The Anniverary’ has climbed back up to 4.5/5.0 and is now rated HOT on Literotica again, so thanks to anyone who went there to vote. 

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