Well my collaboration with my newest Domme friend continues to go from strength to strength. What a fantastic collaborator she is! We have dates agreed up to Christmas and are just getting dates in the diary for next year. Dates for either me to go to her house or her to come to my house, and at whichever house it is, the resident submissive male is PROPERLY used and abused! The visits are now extended. Initially a couple of hours at a time, we are now aiming at around 6 hours each visit. Poor, poor bitch-boy at my house and poor, poor pansy-piece at Nicola’s house!
It has been interesting to observe Nicola’s evolution. One aspect in particular. She is much newer to the full-on domination approach than I, with my 15+ years experience. Initially Nicola was into inflicting physical pain (very much into that), and some bondage. But having seen the deeply profound mental pain (humiliation), endured by bitch-boy when I put him through a parody of a little girl routine in front of her, Nicola has been switched on to this form of sadism too. It has left me wondering how many other sadistic women there might be out there who have not tried seriously humiliating their subby male. Believe me the pain and suffering that can be inflicted through humiliation easily matches that of physical pain in an FLR relationship.
So often I have received comments on my blog from Dommes, with words to the effect that – they love most of my posts except those involving humiliation through forced adoption by their males of sissy maid or schoolgirl or little girl roles. I don’t understand this but I guess we are all different.
I seriously cherish those times when I have bitch-boy so dressed and waiting with me outside a room in which one or two Dommes he has never met await. He physically trembles and whispers his desperate, pleading entreaties to me to be allowed to escape. My power rush and feeling of cruel decadence is off-the-scale! And then once he is standing in the middle of the room – the centre of attention, dragging out every moment of shame for him I can. Making it as bad as I can, almost always with the enthusiastic help of my guests. Guests who have quickly become aware of this male’s profound misery and, like me, just want it to be as bad as possible for as long as possible – they also feeling that delicious power over a helpless male and that feeling of relaxed malevolence and decadence. No self consciousness for us regarding our cruelty, no mercy or pity for him.
LINK to my published journals.
LINK to my published BDSM manual.
Leave A Comment
You must be logged in to post a comment.