Trials and tribulations of a chastity slave – Installment #13

 Installment # 13 – Chastity “Cuckolding”

As many know, typically, a cuckold is when a male changes his role from sexual partner to chaste submissive and the Female takes on other sexual partners.  The male is no longer the alpha and there may be many other males in the Female’s life, as it should be.  While i have never been more than a submissive to Mistress Ayn, i did realize the other day that i am a “chaste cuckold” of sorts. 

i knew that Mistress Ayn had other males in Her life – some for Her sexual pleasure and others as submissives to serve Her in a variety of roles, as well as some female submissives.  The other day it became clear to me that She also has other slaves who are ordered into chastity and this caused me to think – how do i respond to this new understanding of my role?  i am only one of many submissives under Mistress Ayn’s control as a chaste slave.  My role as Her chaste slave is diminished further by not being the only chaste slave serving Her.  What does this mean for me?

This revelation caused me to renew my commitment in being or becoming Mistress Ayn’s “treasured” submissive.  i want to be Her “best” submissive slave. i want to find ways to please Her, even when W/we are not together.  Whether it is being completely obedient to Her orders for continuous chastity, edging and denial for specific periods of time, wearing panties, or other commands, i want to please Her as best i can.  i want to please Her by never complaining about being in continuous chastity or prohibited from cage release, stroking, or orgasming.  i want to please Her by purchasing gifts for special occasions and for no reason at all.  i want to try to be physically available to Her as often as possible and, when in Her presence, to be completely obedient to Her and Her guests at the FemDom Mansion and thus please Her.

The realization that i am Mistress Ayn’s “chaste cuckold” motivates me to be Her “best” chaste slave and affirms my resolve of being completely obedient to Mistress Ayn.