Would you do it?

I suggested that next time he also go for the bra fitting. He is taking me up on it (poor sweet man, wrapped around my little finger as he is – it amuses me to torment him like this!).

He wrote to me about some of his inner thoughts regarding his niece’s upcoming visit.

Dear Mistress Julie,

This is Thanksgiving week in the US, and starting Wednesday we will have a houseful of family staying here, including my niece.  There will be so many people here, it will be difficult, but I am hopeful to find a way to spend some quality intimate time with her panties.

I haven’t let myself cum in five days and am feeling very horny in anticipation of seeing her bottom sway as she walks to our hot tub spa in the back yard and watching her high, firm breasts bounce in the undulating water.

Over the past few days, I have had some extended alone time during which I watched femdom porn involving ball busting and faggot humiliation. There is something about that look in a woman’s eyes when she taunts you with verbal insults like faggot, cocksucker, panty-wearing sissy; insults which cut deep because I know that some of them are true and some might be someday!

To keep myself under control while waiting to see her, I have put myself in chastity.

While she is here, I was thinking of wearing panties, although with all the people, that might not be safe.

Nothing says, “Please fuck me!” like Victoria’s Secret panties, does it? And oh, do I want to be fucked! Or raped, in some way, physically or mentally.

If panties don’t work out, I’m thinking of taking Viagra every day while she’s here and trying to hide my erection every time she looks my way with her green eyes and pouty lips.

Regardless of how things go with her awesome face, tits, ass and panties later in the week, this Tuesday will be my time to play. I have found a pro domme in a convenient location for me using the website I told you about last time. There is a small chance I may be able to meet with her in the morning for some spanking fun, but more likely I will be headed to Victoria’s Secret to be fitted for a bra!

I will be arriving about the same time as my last visit, and I am hopeful that I will find the same saleswoman who helped me with panties last time. I intend to embellish and add to the story from last time, when I said I needed to buy sexy panties for myself or I wasn’t allowed to come home. This time, I will thank her for helping me with the panties because my girlfriend “Julie” had caught me trying on her lingerie and she demanded that I purchase some for myself or she would end the relationship and kick me out. Now she is demanding that I be fitted for and purchase a sexy bra to wear home for her. I will tell her Julie says she is embarrassed by me and my lack of masculinity and she wants me to be embarrassed during this shopping experience. I am thinking of writing a short note from Julie to give to her to encourage her to make my experience as public and embarrassing as she is comfortable with. Julie is embarrassed and disgusted with me as a man and now that I have shown that I “want to be a woman”, she is going to make me share her humiliation and have the “complete” woman’s experience.

My heart is pounding and I have a lump in my throat thinking about what might happen in just 2 days.

I get very excited reading about his excitement, and his upcoming humiliations. I even like hearing about his worship for his niece. It is soooo pathetic.

Dear Mistress Julie,

My niece and her mother arrived late last night. She looks phenomenal! I’m not a breast man, but hers are perfection, high and firm. I was admiring her long arms and wondered how hard they could spank me.

I will enjoy watching her move and hopefully be able to sneak some time with her panties in this crowded house.

I am urgently horny! I haven’t allowed myself to cum in 9 days. I have teased and edged so much that my little penis is getting sore. My balls are so full! I heard an appropriate expression for precum today. My penis is crying!

I am thankful that I am blessed with someone like you that I am able to share my feelings and experiences with!

My pleasure! Sharing with me, and now with all of you blog readers as well. I hope you will be as encouraging of him as I in the comments section.

I wrote him back.

I love the image of your “crying” penis in your grown up niece’s presence.  You do realize, of course, that she is completely aware of your sexual infatuation with her? Pretty girls have a sixth sense about it, and with the sorts of subconscious vibes you must be throwing off, she knows for sure. Who will be the first to mention it?

After the weekend, he sent me a response and a recap.

Dear Mistress Julie,

You are so right. My niece must notice the way I look at her. I’m sure my submissive desperation must be easy to feel for anyone tuned in.

I did have some success in spending some quality time with her panties. Even with a crowded house, I was able to fish a worn pair out of her overnight bag and sneak into the bathroom. I edged twice while inhaling deeply. No cumming! At least until Monday. I will let the events of the day; bra shopping and possibly a spanking, determine if I am worthy to spurt. I was almost caught sneaking the panties back! I believe she might be on her period. If I am able to find one of her used tampons, I think I would lick and suck it.  I’m such a dirty pervert!

After 9 days of teasing and edging, I officially have blue balls. They are full, heavy and they ache. It is such sweet suffering! It scares me where my mind goes when I get this desperately horny. I feel very vulnerable and seduceable. “Control the cock, control the man.”  Although, I cant really call this thing a cock, can I? And I’m certainly not anything like a real man. 

No, you’re really not much of a man, are you, existing at the whim of pretty young women, willing to do anything demeaning at a snap of their fingers, such as sucking on their used tampons!?!??

Real men snap their fingers and have the women running around trying to please them, so I really don’t even know what to make of you.

Tut tut,

He wrote back to me the other day about his attempts to setup a session with a Pro Domme. In his online wandering he came across a different type of ad. This is what he wrote to me.

Dear Mistress Julie,

Why does it excite me so much to confess how weak and pathetic I am and for you to confirm it? So desperate!

Unfortunately, I wasn’t able to find any used tampons when I dug through all the trash. I did find a couple applicators, which I sucked, of course, knowing that will be as intimate as I will ever be with my niece’s sweet pussy. So desperate!

I don’t know if you are getting hit with this same storm pattern, but we are snowed in here until tomorrow, which will delay my bra shopping and spanking adventure for 24 hours. By then, it will be two full weeks of teasing, edging and no cumming! So desperate!

While I was perusing ads, looking for a spanker, I found one from a man wanting to have his cock sucked and/or fuck a man’s ass. I responded! He responded back! I told him that I have someone who wants me to do this, thinking of you, of course. We are still discussing logistics, but I think ultimately, me going through with this will depend on you… You understand what deep humiliation this would be for me and how much I crave humiliation and how much it scares me to death. My question is, are you interested in participating in this in any way? Would you “snap your fingers” and make me do this demeaning thing for you, knowing I would struggle with the shame of being a true faggot cocksucker for the rest of my life? Would you push me into it? I think you are the only woman who is both able and willing to make me do this.

The only woman? Perhaps not, but I know what he means. He says if he does it he will struggle with it for the rest of his life. So what? If it amuses me, why not make him do it? I mean, wah wah wah. That’s my attitude. Does that make me unbearably cruel? His fault for denying himself for so long. Men can make some spectacularly bad decisions when they get so “pent up”. I wrote back.

Very interesting development.

As to having an experience with a man. Yes, I want you to do that. You will do it because it pleases me, and you deserve it.

I want you to arrange a meeting with this man. Tell him I want you very soundly spanked first. Starting across his knee with your pants and panties pulled down (yes, wear your pretty panties). First his hand, hard as he can. Then a stout wooden hairbrush or paddle that you will supply. Then I want him to take his own belt off from around his waist while you watch. After it’s off, I want you bent over, bare ass high, for a nice long drawn out belt licking. I want your bum nice and tenderized so you can feel his thighs later on as he’s fucking you.

Then I want him to wear a condom for your safety. You will suck him until he is nice and hard. You will go down on him deeply. I want gagging. Tell him to not be gentle with you. I want you thoroughly face fucked like a little $2 whore, his hand at the back of your head, forcing you to deep throat. But tell him not to cum. Oh no. Not yet. When he is ready, you will bend over and he will give you anal intercourse to completion, hands on your hips, ramming you as deeply as he can. If you do a good enough job on the blowy, it ought not last overly long. You are, of course, not allowed to cum at all, even if he offers.

And lest you think I am being overly cruel, there is nothing I’m requiring of you here that I have not subjected myself to for you and the other blog readers’ amusement.

You will send me an account of it, and what pictures you can, and then I will give you permission to stroke yourself off and consume your ejaculate. Are we clear on this? On ALL of this?

Consider this as punishment for you OUTRAGEOUS behavior vis-a-vis your adult niece.

There, that was easily enough said, wasn’t it? Took very little of my time to express that. Subby men are so grateful to me when I tell them to do the most demeaning things imaginable.

Dear Mistress Julie,

What have I done? You took the worst, most humiliating scenario I could imagine and made it worse! Much worse!

Turning me into a cocksucker and ass-fucked faggot is such a huge leap from anything I have done before! My stomach is doing flip flops! 

But you are right. And VERY clear about your directions for me. I have enjoyed reading about the very same things happening to you. And you are right that this is a very much deserved punishment for everything I have done and fantasized about doing with my sweet niece. I deserve it, and you deserve it. I want to please you! 

I have forwarded your explicit instructions to the man via text. I will let you know how he responds and progress toward setting up the meeting. 

Here is a photo from the ad of the cock that will be using me:

I am afraid and shaken like I’ve never felt before.

Isn’t that just marvelous? I can’t wait to see if he will actually go through with it! I am pleased enough with just the torment of it all for him, but will only be truly pleased once that cum hits that condom thrust deeply into my boy’s submissive ass.

Source: Strict Julie

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